letter to ex crush
Sunday, 15 January 2012 @ 19:39
Dear previous crush,
I remembered the first time you spoke to me. It was amazing come to think about it. You just asked me if I was in the same cca as you and things about softball. I was rather shy because I felt awkward around boys. Anyways, then we sat just a gap away from each other during chinese lessons. We'd talk sometimes and I'd look forward to chinese lessons. I don't know how it happened but I started to like you. You were different from other boys. I think i probably fell for you because I thought you kinda liked me too. But now i know you don't. I mean you're so much better than me how could you like someone like me. After we no longer sat with each other, I still liked you. I'd always look at you every single day in class and everywhere, it was like you kept me going. You had the cutest everything. And whenever you did something silly I swear I'd get the biggest smile on my face and the laughed louder than anyone did. But soon we weren't in the cca and we no longer talked to each other. So my feelings for you somehow changed a lil, not so strong as it used to be, but you still made me happy even by doing nothing much. After that, I realised perhaps you didnt like me afterall, you talked to other girls but not me. You didn't bother about me. Everyday I'd force myself to believe that it was kinda impossible to like you because we weren't even close. One day, it happened, I stopped liking you. Anyways, I'd be your friend if you want. Btwwww, my first impression of you was this bad boy who only cared about popular people. I was a lil wrong. When I first met you, I didn't know you'd leave such a huge impression on me. Stay cheerful always ^______________________^
Love,
me