dead roses.

if i took you home, it'd be a home run

2012-02-01T02:49:00.000+08:00

omg i feel so tired its 2.44 right nowz
i hope i dont fall asleep during class, especially during he since we might be cooking.
i wouldn't want to screw up
oh my gooodness, my eyes feel like they're dropping
damn hw. oh btw, todae was my first day at sci tuition, guess what? another girl from f23 is in there too hahahahaha cool eh? :D

alrighties gonna print out my he work. byebyeee (:

-i am still crushing on so many handsome boys kill me-

2012-01-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

sigh now i find taeyang hot because jenny reco wedding dress to me.
aiyo still have music. chinese and other shitwork
nawwwwww

light up the candles

2012-01-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hihihihihi I realised I havent blog in a pretty long time. So I shall blog (: Sighhhh now what should I write about? Ok, so recently, I am starting to find so many guys good looking. Wth is wrong with me. Its like when I come to school early and go to the canteen, I see like a couple of handsome boys. omgggg. What is this? Puberty ah? HAHAHAHA nevermind ignore that. School has been okay, with the exception of getting easily distracted in class (boys and other shit). LOOOOLOLOL I amuse myself. I'm starting to like history, cool huh? shittt I just remembered- I still have a pile of incomplete hw that is due on monday. I suddenly feel so sien.

Signing offz

testing this font lmao

2012-01-17T21:18:00.001+08:00

I had expected today would be a terrible day but I was wrong ^-^
English was okay. And no pe today so we got 2 free periods (y) Sel was okay as well. Mr Soh didn't come so another teacher came to replace him, lol idk why he never come HAHA anyways, the teacher looks like the stereotypical graduate that comes and teach LOL what. But he's quite nice, he kept explaining the formula to solve the question but i still didn't get it so if i ask him explain one more time then so paiseh! thus when he asked me if i understood, i just said ya. Then he said you look like you dont understand and i smiled sheepishly ^^" k nevermind i sound weird. Science was hard to understand but with the help of my fellow table mates, I understand a teeny bit, at least better than nothing right? :DD

tmr cooking and pottery lessons. I somehow regret choosing pottery. And plus, i was one of the first few who got called out to choose the course of their choice sighhhh. What to do, i like pottery so much. thank god jacelyn's in pottery as well <3 I'll just go with whatever comes along, jia you me.

2012-01-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

oh and one more thing i forgot to add to the letter to my ex crush

whatever i give up on you. it's not like we're even friends.

letter to ex crush

2012-01-15T19:39:00.001+08:00

Dear previous crush,
I remembered the first time you spoke to me. It was amazing come to think about it. You just asked me if I was in the same cca as you and things about softball. I was rather shy because I felt awkward around boys. Anyways, then we sat just a gap away from each other during chinese lessons. We'd talk sometimes and I'd look forward to chinese lessons. I don't know how it happened but I started to like you. You were different from other boys. I think i probably fell for you because I thought you kinda liked me too. But now i know you don't. I mean you're so much better than me how could you like someone like me. After we no longer sat with each other, I still liked you. I'd always look at you every single day in class and everywhere, it was like you kept me going. You had the cutest everything. And whenever you did something silly I swear I'd get the biggest smile on my face and the laughed louder than anyone did. But soon we weren't in the cca and we no longer talked to each other. So my feelings for you somehow changed a lil, not so strong as it used to be, but you still made me happy even by doing nothing much. After that, I realised perhaps you didnt like me afterall, you talked to other girls but not me. You didn't bother about me. Everyday I'd force myself to believe that it was kinda impossible to like you because we weren't even close. One day, it happened, I stopped liking you. Anyways, I'd be your friend if you want. Btwwww, my first impression of you was this bad boy who only cared about popular people. I was a lil wrong. When I first met you, I didn't know you'd leave such a huge impression on me. Stay cheerful always ^______________________^

Love,
me

2012-01-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hey i decided to blog today.
remember a few months ago I wrote letters to people I know.
I shall continue writing letters.

L-O-V-E girl

2012-01-13T23:43:00.001+08:00

I feel like an emotionless pig
today was so cool, we played games before cca. :-)

But I honestly DISLIKE the science teacher. I mean he can't teach at all ok!
Even when he explains one more time round, I still have no idea what he's talking about.
I freaking miss mrs loh. Raelene agrees with me too.
Last year, during science when I fall asleep in class and wake up half way, I still can catch up with what Mrs Loh had been talking about. But now, I stay awake the entire science lesson, and I don't get a thing Mr Kee is saying. If he could teach well, I wouldn't dislike him :/
So.. Jen and I decided to go for science tuition together. Hopefully my parents'd allow me to go.
Nothing much left to say, but btw, there are loads of stuffs on my news feed just cause I didn't go online for 4 days. HAHAHA seems like everyone is on fb. Whatever, I just want to do well for my studies. Work hard all the wayyyyy!

Was watching love girl mv by c.n blue then I saw this 2 comments and it definitely cheered me up ^~^

gtg soon, going to school tmr to take photos of the cca fair. byebyeeee
oh and there's this cute boy in school shit im screwed

hohohoo

2012-01-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

omg so happy
i found my USB cable in my freaking tuition bag HAHAHAHA
three things I'm doing: drinking green tea machiato, holding my bladder becos both of the bathrooms are occupied, talking to jen LOLOL

smiley eyes heh heh photo i took yesterdayyy :-)

camp camp camp

2012-01-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

LOL idk what to post, I'm scared I'll spam rubbish or I'll write insufficient details. btw im so depressed i cant find my usb cable T________T

Nevermind I'll just write my very own reflections ^w^

Honestly, I didn't really enjoyed Day 1 because we had to learn the basic military stuffs like marching etc. And i was nervous cos I didn't understand the PMs. But other than that, the games were fun :-) I like CO night, it was so hilarious during the part where some PMs were blindfolded and had to dance freestyle to the random songs being played. Cheered really loudly but not loud enough to lose my voice hehe :-) rolled in the mud was cool too but not when I washed my muddy legs with water. My legs turned super itchy. -change topic to food- the food was yummy since I'm not really a picky eater and sometimes I like outside food more than home-cooked food laaaawl. Food we ate: Mixed rice, fried kway teow, combat food, biscuits, fruit bars. That's all i could remember. Anywayyy, our PMs were rather nice I mean they were strict for our own good yeah?? We said our goodbyes to them this afternoon and got back to school. yipeeeeeeee. ok bought milk tea with r, c and j. and went home. the end.

sorry if dis post is weird or too wordy, i've got no pics of da camp.
oh and my period came during the first day of camp, HOW NICE.

bye lovely readers. and thanks ruthie for the cards <3 love them

impossible

2012-01-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

new girl in class! During the hols, I was wondering if we'd get any. And it did hahaha. She seems friendly and she looks a little tiny bit like my primary school friend. And the cool part is, she came from an international school. Hope she gets along well and is happy she came to this school (:

Hooray I've packed for camp. I feel kinda excited and worried for camp. I hope everything will be alright :) Period pls don't come, I can't afford to stain my sleeping bag.

cant believe you're 22. heh heh

Day 10: New year resolutions

2011-12-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

Loads of them baby!

Body: Lose weight(3 kg min), grow to 160m ++, get less pimples(I have my way hohoho)

Grades: Get a class position below 20! Get 5 As in every term and do well enough to get into my sec 3 course.

Others: NOT GET DISTRACTED BY THE INTERNET SO I CAN STUDY HARD, enjoy the class I chose for MADD, try not to get so annoyed by people, be more positive in everything, do my homework on time and no sleeping in class!!!!, watch less tv, Be happyyyyyy and confident

LOL at my 'others'. All the best JESSICAAAA! And to other people's resolutions.

YES I AWESOMELY FINISHED THIS BY 12 WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one.

2011-12-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

The end of last school year.(Sorry if this post isn't worthy cause I'm rushing this reflection thingy by 12 am and I have not much idea on what to write plus im kinda tired x.x)

We had a class eating party cause we won the model class award and got 50 dollars as our prize. I felt kinda awkward eating cause mrs ong was sitting right in front of me but later she moved away LOL we ate ate ate pizza and chicken wings. After that I went with some people to Jacelyn's house to see her dogs omg her dogs are so adorableeee. We played monopoly and served the internet for rebecca black's prom night and died laughing and jacelyn also used my account and spammed some classmates with I love my big buttock or something, kinda forgot. Gonna miss this school year even if it's filled with sad memories.

Day 8: The funnest getaway

2011-12-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

lol so i had to google the meaning of "getaway" because my english vocabulary isn't good. I was shocked to see:

Lol then I was like how am I supposed to write about that. So i searched again and found another meaning which said "a vacation for a brief duration". Luckyyy!

So yeap. I don't think I've experienced anything like that in my life yet alone 2011. But I'll tell you about something else :-) Okk, so a few weeks ago, My family and I went to my parents' friend's house to celebrate house warming and because it was in a condo, I went swimming with my other friend. I haven't swam in a super uber long time until that day. So it felt really great. After that, another friend of mine came to the party as well but he didn't swim cause he parents didn't allow and he was late anyway. When my friend and I finished swimming, we bathed and changed into our clothes and then had dinner. The wondeful feeling you get when you eat after a swim! :-)) later, my sister, the 2 friends and I talked about many things. We kept on talking about loads of things. Really it's awesome to have those kind of days.Tell you a secret, I got a teeny weeny crush on that boy friend when I was younger. sssshh okk! :)

Day 7: Your birthday

2011-12-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

LOLZZZ.

Usually when there's someone in the family whose birthday is coming, we'd eat at Sakae Sushi. But we were overseas during my birthday. So no sakae sushi. trolollol But I had a great time at ausie, especially cause we went to the theme park. Really that country is coolzxcc. :3

My presents: A soft toy from amanda, A stitch DIY box from Raelene, A really cute anime drawing from Jennifer(really i swear she can draw so well T___T), a wooden flower plate from jacelyn.
thanks guys, i really appreciate the presents.

me and my little sister...

kidding olderrr sister.

Day 6: My best friends.

2011-12-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

Really I do not have best friends. Sad huh. But I seem happier without them, I mean when they're gone, I feel like I'm just by myself, doing things by myself and not having to bother about my best friends. LOL idk how to say :x its kinda like living for yourself and not anyone else. That's a little wrong though. I'm supposed to live for God. Not myself.

How bout good friends? Are you alright with that?

Jennifer: She's really nice and different with her good friends. (jennifer, if you see this pls dont get offended) If you can remember, I once blogged about how she and I share a lot of fate. We used to live in the same condo and went to the same tuition centre butttt, we've never met each other until sec 1. how cool HAHA. We do share a little of the same interest. Like we both like yonghwa LOLOLOLL. but anyway, I feel really great to have a friend like her. Someone to drink bubble tea with, someone to talk to on facebook, someone to go with during recess and lots more. But I'm jealous of her intelligence and drawing skills. nyeheheh

Raelene: She's the person that gave me a bad impression on her hahaha really. We first met during camp when that incident happened. LOL but then I sat right behind her in class at the first term. And we talked a little when Huiling was absent. Then because her register number was 10, we became D&T partners. At first I found raelene weird and I didn't really liked her. But we started becoming close. We went home together, shared gossip, talk about our personal thingys. She's seen me cried once. And cheered me up with 2 other classmates. Thanks! I'll never forget what you did for me. Sorry if I seem annoyed when I'm with you.

Jacelyn: Though she isn't as close to me as jennifer/raelene is. She's a very out-going person. She's not like most of the classmates in class too. She was my second friend I made in gmss but we didn't talk much during camp. She's cute too hahahahs. She goes recess with me almost everyday.

I don't know who else to write about. I'll just write about these 3 people

ADIOS AMIGOS

Day 5: The most memorable moment.

2011-12-28T16:55:00.002+08:00

My most MEMOOORABLE moment.

When I was still in Softball.
So during one of the softball practices, the coach told us to get into 4 groups (a mix of boys and girls) LOL then erm cause there were some faith 1-1ers in softball so we got into a group. And my ex crush got into the same group as me. So we were supposed to take turns to hit the ball with our bats while the others stand on the field in a particular arrangement trying to catch the ball. I kept standing way at the back cause I didnt want to catch it HAHAHAHA im so epic :/ then _____ told me to stand in front so I could get the ball. I wasn't even mad at him y'know it was kinda cool eh. Imagine your crush sorta doing something for ya wei le ni hao. LOL but he's my ex crush. okayyy nuff said. Thanks for reading my crappy posts <3 BYEEE

Day 4: The worst day

2011-12-28T16:32:00.001+08:00

I've got some sad and bad days.
But I'll choose the one when my ex crush ignored me.

Here it goes:

Jessica sees ex crush walking outta school gate at the back looking so sad.

Jessica: hey ______ why so emo?
Ex crush:

WHAT YOU COULD'VE SAID YOU WERE TIRED AND NOT IGNORE ME LMAO
I just realised that i can only finish this reflection thingy by 2011 if I do more than one reflection a day. So I'll try to do more. :3

Day 3: The best day.

2011-12-28T16:21:00.000+08:00

I actually did my Day 2 reflection yesterday but it didn't get posted LOL.

Best day of 2011: 03/08
(Adapted from my personal diary)

That day was a school day. Everything was fine and normal until science lesson. I kept laughing like a mad bitch cause something was so funny (I forgot what it was but it prolly be ashley saying something hilarious) So at the end of science class Mrs Loh spoke to me outside the classroom and asked me why I was laughing so loudly and being troll, I said I didn't know. And she replied, "If you don't know why you're laughing then something must be wrong with you. Are you mentally unsound?? If you laugh like that again, I'll send you to the reflection room." Seriously, I was controlling myself so hard not to giggle. HAHA Because she talked to me, I got to skip 10 mins of chinese class. When I entered the classroom, the chinese teacher was talking about how some people in class kept laughing during science class and almost everyone turned around and looked at me. HAHAHAHHA

I guess that was one of the best days I've experienced in 2011. That was the only one I could remember in detailed.

Day 2: Relationship(s)

2011-12-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

Lol. this is a hard one :( but I'll try.

(WARNING: Do not read this if you hate reading a whole lot of words.)

Okay relationshipsss.. I've never been in a BGR. I personally think the most suitable age to have one is 17 and above. Yes, I know you must be thinking whatthehell is wrong with me. But let me tell you (Jessica-turns-into-a-nagging-mother mode) how are you gonna concentrate on your studies when you have a bgr when you're only in secondary school/primary school? You'll be so focused in your Bgr that you forgot your own school matters. Don't be offended because I'm the type of person that's gonna treat relationships very seriously, I don't care if it's old fashioned. Really Idc. So even if you have a relationship and you can manage your time well in sec/pri school, it'll probably be because your relationship is not serious(most of the time that is). Am I wrong to say that? For eg. you text your gf/bf and can study daily too, but your relationship isn't really strong cause all you do is text with them. Is that considered a good relationship? I don't think so. A good relationship to me means that the 2 of you hve a strong tie between the 2 of you. Usually it's built by interacting with each other frequent enough to know about the other party's well being and how they're doing. Texting isn't enough. Another reason is, aren't bgrs supposed to mean going out with each other as well? It's kinda immature for young teenagers or pre teenagers to do so. Let's say the age, 16, isn't immature, but aren't 16yearolds supposed to be preparing for O'levels??!?! LOL speaking of O'levels, you should also be preparing for it since sec 1!!! So, 17 is alright. :) After O's, you can start dating cos you've matured pretty enough.

LMAO I wasn't supposed to be talking about which age is appropriate for dating and their reasons. But that's what I think of it.

Read from here:
Back to the topic "Day 2: Relationship(s)"
I'll talk about my relationship with my friends and family.

My relationship with my family has somewhat gotten closer. We live longer with each other so as time goes by, we get closer to each other. I no longer quarrel with my sister as much as before. And I don't find my parents that annoying as before too.

My relationship with my friends.. Ok so there's like this storm between my primary school friends and I. Sometimes, if the storm goes away we'd talk with one another. If the storm's there, we don't talk. This storm isn't some kind of really bad thing. I just couldn't find another word to replace it. In other words, we don't really have a good relationship. We hardly keep in touch we each other but we do like each other's statuses and commenting on them. But that's not keeping in touch right? lol idc whatever. But my relationship with my good friends are going well. :-)

oh btw I'm married to Jung Yonghwa. :3
Goona end here. Sorry for the super uber wordy post!

Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2011.

2011-12-25T22:29:00.001+08:00

I will never forget my last crush. I really liked him so much. I kept thinking about him everyday. And how dumb I was to think he might have liked me too. But nonetheless, he holds a special place in my heart.

I will never forget my ex bestfriend, we shared some wonderful memories. We did lots of things together as well. Then something happened. Poof! We're no longer best friends, tell me how can I forget that?

I will never forget my first day at camp. I actually felt like crying. I felt like I was going to be this lonesome person for the whole of my sec 1 days. lol yes im stupid like that.

I will never forget losing quite a lot of weight. Not that Im a skinny person now but if you knew me in my primary school, you'd know I was this overweight fat ass girl.

I will never forget sitting with cool people in class.

I will never forget becoming a much different Jessica; losing my unique laughter, no longer smiling all the time, no longer talking that much.. And dying my hair brown.

I will never forget reading so many books in my life LOL!

2011 Reflection Challenge

2011-12-25T22:16:00.002+08:00

Saw this on tumblr:
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2011.
Day 2: Relationship(s).
Day 3: The best day.
Day 4: The worst day.
Day 5: The most memorable moment.
Day 6: Your best friend(s).
Day 7: Your birthday.
Day 8: The funnest getaway.
Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one.
Day 10: New Year resolutions.

muahahahah im gonna steal it. LOL

I shall blog for my dearest Jung yonghwa.

2011-12-24T21:15:00.006+08:00

Holy moly me oh my, your the apple of my eye.
Yonghwa is so cute/hot/smexy/gorgeous/awesome/lovely.
I loveyoubaby
HAHAHAHAHAH
If my love for you ends, don't cry ok?
:(

Love,
JESSICA <3

~~OMG I SOUND LIKE A PERV ;(~~

2011-12-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

Dear future boyfriend,

have a wonderful christmas.

Love,

2011-12-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

2011 is the year..

I met great and bitchass people. I did average for most of my tests. I realised actions spoke much more than words. I was still single on valentines day. I drifted away from my close friends. I realised that no one can be happy all the time. I got into a school that wasn't so wonderful but I'm satisfied with it. I became confused with what I wanted. I found out I wasn't so good in the things I thought I were. I got a crush on this very special guy that I've never felt like that to anyone. I went to many countries lol. My best friend became a stranger to me. I wished I studied harder. I became really sad about everything but things got better.

that's all, I hope 2012 will be good.

just get your ass back home.

2011-12-14T23:58:00.006+08:00

''Ian crosses the room and folds me into his arms. He kisses my hair while I lean in to him. "Listen to me," he says. "That Trevor guy is an asshole. He's a child molester and a pervert. You're with me now, and nothing like that can ever happen to you again."''

I am so attached to this book. It's amazing :)

Summary of book: When sixteen-year-old Lark Austin is kidnapped from her Virginia hometown and left to die in a snowy forest, she leaves behind two friends who are stunned by the loss. As Lark's former best friend, Eve can't shake the guilt that this tragedy was somehow her fault. Meanwhile, Nyetta is haunted each night by Lark's ghost, who comes through the bedroom window and begs Nyetta to set her soul free. Eve and Nyetta realize that Lark is trapped in limbo, and only by coming together to heal themselves will they discover why.

2011-12-14T03:39:00.002+08:00

Omg I'm so sad :( Sam said something about youngmin being vulgar. That's why he's a perfect match for me. I'm not so vulgar already okkkkk! :( but youngmin so cute HAHA x)

2011-12-12T00:17:00.003+08:00

Had a great day swimming :)
Making this a short post.

I really wanna be a ballerina. I want to be able to stretch so much. I want to dance gracefully. I want to be able to do a split. And lastly I want to find happiness in dancing. It means so much to me if anyone could make my dream come true.

Good night lovelies.

2011-12-07T14:38:00.003+08:00

Hi guyssss.
Okay so today I went out with my sis. We went to bugis to be exact. And omg I spent $5 on three rings. It's a damn good but okay! :-) I'll post the pics. Actually today I should be finishing up on my compre homework and writing a compo. :( but I don't know what to write for the compo. someone help me pls. I'll give you something if you can give me some ideas. pretty please?? the tittle is: "Things were much better when I was younger," my grandfather said. Describe an occasion which led to your grandfather saying this.

wth right? It's so freaking hard. Well at least to me. I dislike anything to do with writing or reading, basically homework.

kay here are the pics:

I know my smile looks kinda awkward but it was the better looking photo. I wished I could look like this everyday. haha my complexion looks better coz my nokia phone camera's megapixels not that high so my pimples can't be seen that clearly. That's the advantage of a lower megapixels camera :-) k byee!
p.s if you've got any ideas on what to write for my compo do tell me!

HI IM CUTE OK SHUT UP MY MOM THINKS SO TOO

2011-12-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hi my name is Jessica! Nice to meet you! If it was nice meeting me, continue reading my blog :-) HAHAHA

2011-12-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

Yesterday after work, sam and I took the train on our way home. So there's a police station near outram park station(where we drop off) and near the police station there are several vending machines. One of the vending machines sold sandwiches and being hungry girls we decided to get one for ourselves each. It was pretty good. Affordable but not that reasonable for a small portion of sandwich. But it was still yummy lah! The price is $2.30 for sandwich A and $2.80 for sandwich B. And a set of sandwich A and B, it costs $4.50. Cheaper right? So of course we bought that. I took the sandwich B while my friend took the other. :) I've got a few pics. I didn't post them on fb cause yeah I was scared sam's mum might scold her.

here are the pics:

Sorry I was lazy to rotate the pics :x That's sam in the yellow shirt :) we went crazy went we got our sandwiches coz it was our first time getting them heh heh :D Work was good too! Thank you God :-)

✿ Flower power!

2011-11-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

hey there!
I'm back from Indonesia. (Sorry for not informing you guys I was going overseas)
So I came back last night; we arrived home at around 12.45 to 1:00 am.
Hehe I immediately switched on my lappy after I bathed and guess what time I slept?
you got it! 7am HAHAHAH I got swag man. At 7 am, I went out to the living room and saw my auntie, told her not to tell my parents what time i slept ^___________^"

Anyways, for not updating in a while.
I give you some stupid ~~crazy~~ lame facts about me.
yayyyyyy!

1. I'm very short for my age. Like seriously short :(
2. I wear dresses and skirts sometimes :)
3. Me don't have good complexion ;(
4. My surname is not AMADEA or NATHANIA get it right okies! I don't think I even have a surname HAHA!
5. I'm slightly overweight.. hmmm.. maybe it's my thighs or stomach.. or just my entire body LOLLL
6. I think dolls have feelings don't you think so?

That's all for today. I hope your holidays have been good so far, if it hasn't it's all right we still have one more month left :D
Byeeeee ^_________________^

my fav video of the month :)

2011-11-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

not much to say today,
love the elephants btw! :D

Baby can’t you see the look in my eyes?

2011-11-16T01:48:00.002+08:00

So today I went out with qs and ya. Hahahahah it was pretty cool, we just talked about random things and then watched a movie. Let me intro: qs is my ex classmate and ya is my ex schoolmate. I've never talked to ya. My first impression of her was this studious and super quiet girl but it was totally different because she's very bubbly and all. We watched In Time :) It was really good, *gasp* why is Amanda Seyfried so prettyyyy? I didn't recognise the picture of her in a magazine and when she was in the movie LOLLLL. I'll show you the 2 pictures okk!

I guess its because of the make-up and hair that's why I couldn't recognise lmao.

In the mall, I saw one of my classmate's sister ahahahahahas. I'll give ya a clue-she's in gmss too :) Happy guessing but I'm not telling you who she is because I'm not close to that classmate :) it was so awkward because I think the sister've seen me in school before so she kept staring at me >_______< but I stared at her too xD

That's all that happened today! I hope you're enjoying your holidayssss :D

2011-11-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

I'm not the funniest, the prettiest, the most talented or popular girl you'll ever meet. In fact, I personally think I'm boring and annoying sometimes. I'm never any teacher's favourite and some of my friends' parents don't think I'm good. I don't get good grades all the time and I can be really mean. I don't really interact much with my relatives unlike most people. Other than God, my family and some good friends, I think people dislike me. But I'm me, just me. I'm happy with who I am because god made me specially.

-Me

Stay happy! :D

2011-11-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hi there! :)
So what have you wished for since today's the 11/11/11?
I missed 11:11am but it's all right, prayers work better than 11:11s :D
Today's a really happy dayyy because of God. I hope you have a great day too :)

Anyways, I've been watching Kpop vids on youtube, LOL I know. But I watch those girl bands, not boy bands okay! hahahahahaaha! (: So far, I really like Heart to Heart by 4MINUTE, Step by kara, Ma boy by SISTAR and almost everything by Miss A(definitely right!) LOL! ^^ yeah but still I'm not exactly a Kpop fan becoz I only like certain songs from certain bands other than Miss A :)))))))) And I really really really wanna learn those dance moves!

Byeee =^-^=

My cravings zzz

2011-11-08T18:56:00.004+08:00

omomomo :(
I am craving for sushi

bananas

peach oolong tea

But all I'm having for dinner is Bee Hoon soup with meat balls yay

2011-11-08T17:16:00.002+08:00

fuck the world.
LOL kidding you'll get aids.

FML= feed my Lama
:))))))))))))))))))))))))0

No reason to feel this way.

2011-11-07T20:58:00.001+08:00

Hey there!
So I haven't been updating much..
hahahaha kidding! the last time I updated was 6 days ago.
My holidays are a mixture of shit and awesome-ness but mostly shit. What about yours eh?

Today, the first thing that woke me up was my mum shouting at me that my tuition teacher had arrived. yeah. I got outta bed quickly, took my clothes and rushed to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash up. My maid was supposed to wake me up early so I could get ready but she's sick. :( She's currently resting in her room. The last time I saw her was last night :( please pray so she'll get well soon, thank you!
So I didn't have my breakfast because my tuition teacher was waiting for me. After tuition, I ate lunch and then played the com nyehehehehe.

All righties, so recently I've been watching this singaporean teenager-youtuber's videos. Her videos are pretty good :) and she's good looking LOL. I think she's 15 this year. This is her channel: http://www.youtube.com/ZEYnHEXinRL But I get irritated whenever she says "Hey youtube!" hahahahaha check out her vids okk :D

Am I the only one feeling sick of music? Hell yes I think so. Probably because I don't have a music player or an Ipod. I just go on youtube and play whatever song I think I might like LOLOLOL. maybe I should switch on the radio.

Byeee! <3

2011-11-01T19:39:00.002+08:00

okay?

I shall post rubbish now.

2011-10-31T21:27:00.001+08:00

*WARNING FIRST THIS BLOGGER IS ABOUT TO SPAM BULLSHIT*

i don't want a lot for christmas
there's just one thing that I need.
lalalalalalalala
I don't even ask for snow
I just want you for my own
more than you can ever know
All i want for christmas is you muahahahahaha
I just want you here tonight

btw i post whatever I hear^

I'm sexy and I know it.
I'm cute and I know it.
I'm gorgeous and I know it.
I'm hot and I know it.
If ya got any hate for me come at me bro
I've got God behind me.
Lovee <3

meowie. meow meow.
So fyea i have 8000 posts on tumblr (y) (y) (y)
uh huh i know you think im awesome.
tralalalalalalalalala
I don't care who reads this.
I ROCKTHE WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

CAN WE SWALLOW FIREFLIES AND SHINE FROM THE INSIDE?
OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
ENOUGH BS BRB IM GOING TO PLAY PAPA LOIU'S FREEZERIA

MUAKKS! I love you <3333333333333333

whooooooooooo.

2011-10-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

Meow
stupid jennifer i don't know where she went.
she said she'll come back when she's done eating and it has been 1h30mins since she went away.

hmph hahahaha sorry idk how to rotate the picture. happy turning your head! :D
im so mad im so mad im so mad.
nyahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

^w^

2011-10-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

Omg im craving for ice cream now
someone send me one pleaseeeeeeee

xoxox

God is so amazing :)

2011-10-29T20:25:00.001+08:00

A few weeks ago, sudden thoughts like "why almost everyone has a boyfriend or at least had one. And I've never had one" came to me. Because of that, I felt "not good enough". I mean it's natural right. I've got friends telling me they've experience the "not good enough for a boy to like" feeling too.

Then I talked to God.

And..
He spoke through my mind. He reminded me of my awkwardness around most boys and how shy I get when I'm with them. He told me that I may feel the same way if I had a boyfriend now and the relationship may not go well. He also said that I was too young to handle a relationship and he didn't want me to get hurt if I had one now. He told me to wait patiently for the right boy to come because good things happen to those who wait.

Thank you God. Because of you, I feel better. I love you.

Boooooooooom.

2011-10-28T15:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Miss Choong and Mrs Ong gave out presents and awards and other things like that.
So Miss Choong gave me a present for being the chinese rep. I hardly helped her but that's because she always asks Michelle to do stuffs. Whatever. So Jacelyn also told me Michelle deserves it more. Yes I know Jacelyn. hahahahaha now you're known as the person who hacked my account
IROCKSYOURSOCKS. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

So..
I'm not going to open the present until I don't feel guilty accepting it.

:)

This too shall pass.

2011-10-26T11:52:00.001+08:00

I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. Idon't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you.

It's impossible to have a crush on someone who isn't close to you, yet alone talk to you.

da banana song

2011-10-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

one banana two bananas three bananas four hey
five bannanas six bananas many many more hey

I got a pocketful of sunshine.

2011-10-16T01:08:00.001+08:00

I absolutely love these things:

-Injections
-popsiclesssssssssssssssss!
-pink, orange, blue, green, nomnomnom
-sexy beautiful voices
-cats
-seeing a good post on tumblr that has little notes
-ICE CREAM
-when a stranger smiles at me
-when someone sends me a msg on tumblr ♥.♥
-my scars
-losing weight
-helping people
-care
-watching a movie with my family
-God, when he answers my prayers, get me through the hardest days, everything about him
-biting nails x.x
-when ya look at mua.
-numbers with 11, 4, 17, 7 ^w^
-compliments <3 tytytytytytyty I love you :3
-foooood!
-coffee and tea; caremel frappieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and bubble tea. kill me :>
-smiles smiling smiley :D
-boys I met when I was in P2-3.
-cast away :(
-people who seem to be thinking exactly the same way as I do.
-Sarah, allison, naomi.
-My pinki and ori. muah.

we're dancing dancing crazyyyyyyyyy!

2011-10-16T00:48:00.001+08:00

Fuck you tumblr. Fuck you.
Why can't I go in tumblr. Suck my dick you muther trucker, you fcker.

Omg I love jayesslee's voice <3 meowwwwww.
"I thought from this heartache I could escape......" ♥.♥

Okay, I shall blog my night away. So I remember some of my sweet dreams. There was once when I met this girl in my dream, her name was yan xuan I think. We became real good friends in the dream. Then in the end, we promised to meet each other again. The best part is, I don't know her in real life. Like omg. I hope we meet again babe <3

Another time was when I was in this relationship with this really cute guy. And we were playing with each other like kids. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I know it's so hard to believe it because I'm not the type of girl that boys fall for ;) yet alone have any admirers. Ahhhh god, why do you shower me with so many sweeeeet dreams? We were like so in love. LMAO!

Don't mind my craziness. I'm just reminiscing about those past dreams <3
nyehahehyaheaheyaheyehyaheyahyeheyaheaye

2011-10-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

I just feel extrememly lonely when my parents aren't in town,
there isn't any good shows on the tv,
music seems so dead,
there isn't anyone to talk to,
tumblr's all the same; pretty boring.

:X

2011-10-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

I feel so tired like literally.
My head feels weird. My throat is a little sore. My flu isn't getting better. My left ear gets blocked sometimes. And I can hear some stupid liquid in my ear most of the time whenever I yawn. My eyes just keeps tearing.

I feel so dead. Even sleeping is hard.

Okay, so yeap. When got home today, I felt like shit. After eating lunch, I took a nap and the pain got worse.

Mum and dad aren't in singapore. How great. They left to indonesia to attend my auntie's wedding.

-Enough ranting- no one bothers anyway.

Anyways, I got the lowest for History with a 45/80. You know the feeling when you're the lowest and everyone did like much better than you? Forget it. I'm thankful most of my subs improved.
bye

Letter to mum and dad!

2011-10-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

Dear mummy and daddy,

I love you loads.

I'm sorry for not being a good daughter at times. I'm sorry I'm not as smart as jane. I'm sorry I lie and joke around at times. Sorry I don't really like reading so my english and chinese sucks. Sorry I'm not talented in anything. Sorry for not practising the piano when I had piano lessons. I'm sorry I don't get a lot of As in school. I'm sorry for not being the best daughter in the world. I'm sorry sometimes I don't try my best in things.

Thank you for everything. Thank you for never laying a hand on me. Thank you for not giving me video games when I was young so now I know what's more important than stupid games. Thank you for taking me and jane to awesome places to enjoy. Thank you for the polly pockets and barbie dolls you bought for me. Thank you for taking care of me when I was sick. Thank you for giving me a great and enjoyable childhood. And lastly, thank you for loving me wholeheartedly.

Love,
me :)

Still sick.

2011-10-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

Halo there.
Does anyone still read this blog? Hehehehs.
Oh well, I'm still sick with the flu, sore throat and slight headache.
Being sick has its advantages and disadvantages.

Advantages:
-No appetite to eat means I'll be able to lose weight!
-No need to wake up early.

Disadvantages:
-Bored stiff at home.
-Not knowing my marks :(
-You feel hot and cold at the same time!

but I'll be positive and wait to get better ^w^
okies bye! :3

Letter to my future boyfriend.

2011-10-12T13:12:00.001+08:00

Dear future boyfriend (if I ever have one),

I don't need you to be perfect. I don't need you to be popular or smart or goodlooking. But I just hope you'll love me unconditionally. Please give me flowers when there is a special occasion. Protect me from lizards. Call me at least once a week, don't ever ignore me. Please don't cheat on me as well. Ok boy.

Love,
me.

:/

2011-10-12T13:05:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I didn't go to school today. Because I'm having a cough, flu and sore throat.
I've used up so many tissues :(
I wonder if anyone bothers. I don't think my mum cares, neither does my dad.

Okk, so I wonder if the teachers gave out our papers today. :O It feels so weird to be at home when everyone else is at school. :| I'm blogging because tumblr's servers are full. WTF right. Anyways, blankly by Miss A is so niceee.

Gonna do the letter thing! :D

40 truthsssssssssss.

2011-10-10T19:28:00.001+08:00

1) I'm quite paranoid.

2) I came from 3 primary schools.

3) I want kids. I've thought of their names and all.

4) I lied when everyone asked if I still like him.

5) I haven't swam in ages. I think it's been a year since I last swam.

6) I want to be a fashion designer, potter, vet or someone that does volunteery work.

7) I am thankful that I have a family that cares.

8) I am closer to my sec school friends than my primary school friends.

9) I don't like going back to indonesia because I can't speak bahasa indo.

10) I wish I could read faster and more easily.

11) I don't like racists.

12) I'll be damn contented if my class postition doesn't drop.

13) I don't dislike my chinese teacher.

14) I am shy around majority of boys.

15) I regretted not joining chinese dance.

16) Sec 1 camp days were the scariest.

17) I think the only kpop group I'll ever like is Miss A though I like sooyoung and hyohyeon a little.

18) I am pretty satisfied with life because I have nothing to be sad about.

19) I don't know why I have a bad impression on contact lens.

20) I kinda want to use make-up.

21) I miss this boy I sat in primary 2. His name is Brandon Wong.

22) I eat a lot. Hell lot.

23) I entered gmss thinking I'll be a popular bitch.

24) I want a piercing next to my belly button.

25) I'm jealous of ballerinas and dancers.

26) I like the name sarah a lot. kekekek

27) I enjoyed my childhood because my parents would take Jane and I to Clark Quay to eat
grass jelly and take boat rides every weekend.

28) I need to get at least 6 As and Bs, 3 Cs for the eoys. I am screwed.

29) I want and need this vulgar habit of mine to die off.

30) Why is party rock anthem so well-liked?

31) I don't think I want to get married.

32) I ever thought of living by myself and adopting cats.

33) Some girls and boys in class are really annoying.

34) I used to want a boyfriend so badly then I realised how desperate and stupid I looked.

35) I used to like this Indian boy. Yupp indian :)

36) I have scars on my thighs.

37) I sleep during most church and chapel service.

38) I miss you but I'm not sorry even if it's my fault.

39) I don't like it when someone calls me Jessie.

40) Okies! I'm done with the 40 truths (y) I enjoyed writing them.

I'm officailly missing you ^w^

2011-10-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hello Raelene & Ruth! HAHAHAHAHHAS.
As far as I know, they're the only people who read this blog. Thanks guys!
Although they only stalk this blog once in a while, I am appreciative that at least someone bothers about it :D

Anyway, I've came out with some blog topics: 40 truths about me, letters to almost everyone I know, more about me, wishlist.

I'll start with the 40 truths!

xx milknroses

I wish I knew right from the start that I was dancing with the dark.

2011-10-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey. What's up?
So today we had our orals. It wasn't good. But the chinese was terrible. yepp.
Anyways, thank you, the 3 of you. I'm feeling much better now (:
And my way back home was great :D because I helped 3 peepos on the way kekekek.
Wo hen le yu zhu ren ^^ Helping makes you really happy so help moreeee.

Talking to Jennifer on fb. LOLOLOLOLOL we are such lame people. But yupp talking to her on fb brings me great joy. I shark you. Oh that reminds me, the people who didn't reply to the shark or penguin question of mine, DIE.

Okies, I'll end here. Bye!

Don't let go to run away love. I still got the feelings you are my passion.

2011-10-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hey there! How are you?
I only have orals and home econs exams left. (y) or (n)?
Idk :/ I screwed up 3 papers like srs. I think I'll fail at least one subject.
Sorry mummy and daddy. I have no idea what happened to me.
I don't feel a sense of urgency even if I study at the last minute. Thus I don't study enough and do badly. I wished you'll understand but I know you won't.

Okk, I'm listening to My Passion. I'm addicted to it now ;/
Everytime I get addicted to a song. I'd always try to listen to it more than 10 times a day. And after a month or so, the addiction dies off. Yepp sounds stupid uh.

All righties, bye!

Oooh, how am I gonna get over you?

Meow =^^=

2011-10-03T19:18:00.002+08:00

Aloha. Is the pic above cute? :3 I think the girl is so pretty and the quote is sweet :) I found it i think 1 and a half years ago, it's from google btw. hahahha
How are you guys? The exams are horrible and I don't think I can get an A2 for maths :( Damnshit.
I'm craving for frozen yogurt, NOMOMNOMN. Anyways, I'm gaining lots of weight because I eat when I'm stressed. And the exams = more stress. Hiehiehhieh :D Okies lah, I better go study for science. I hope I'll be able to get B3 for it ya. And B3 for history and C5 for Geog. tralalalalala. Bye B-)

Love again. Oh and I like Miss A tooooo!

2011-09-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hi there!
School has been all right lately but the exams are here.
Hmm yeah literature tmrw! :( I'm not good at it, I barely passed it for the mid years :(
So yupp I gotta mug tonight or maybe right aft blogging. heh. But I feel like reblogging!

The way back home after school today was horrible. urgh. Waited so long for the bus. ><

Anyways, I'm left with Geography, Literature, History, Maths, Science and oral exams.
I am terribly bad at Humanities :(((( How.
All right when the exams end, I'll be able to do anything I want (Y)

k that's all. Bye (:

Criminal.

2011-09-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

"Mama I'm in love with a criminal.
And this type of love isn't rational; it's physical."
yeap love that song. <3

Today's english paper sucked. But what can I do? I don't enjoy reading and I'm constanly speaking broken english. Oh well, it won't matter if I have to repeat or drop to NA. But mum and dad would probably get mad at me. K enough of the english paper.

I'm feeling so tired yet I can't fall asleep. T^T Sorry for not tumblring for more than a week. I was busy yeah. I don't feel like blogging so I'll just end here. Bye.

RAIN OVER ME.

2011-09-11T01:02:00.001+08:00

I hate school.
urgh. But I shall tolerate. Bear th bitches. Bear th bastards. Bear th asshole teachers. Bear everybody. Because Imma freaking bear. meow now Im a cat. Oh ilove cats. Meowmeowmeow. hahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahhahahhahahahhahahhahhahahah :D ! I rocksyoursocks.
Sry I'm just god damn bored. Because I'm not doing my hw. kekeke.
I shal find someone to talk to irritate.

Byeeeeee :)
btw nothing much happened today. I just ate.. a lot. yeah a lot.

church tmrw T_T

Smile, you're beautiful :)

2011-09-04T16:05:00.001+08:00

Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself, the outcome feels the same
I've been thinkin maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain
-Switchfoot; Stars.

Heylo! :D
So my parents aren't in singapore. hohohoho. They're in hong kong ^^ yippie, then I can get bubble gum. Love you mum & dad <3 I'm sorry I'm not a perfect or good-at-anything daughter :/

Heh heh. Anyways, I'm going out with jane later to the new H&M store. Fckyeah! 30 more minssss <: tralalalalalal, so tumblr is being a fucking bitch. It loads so long. Fuckity fuck. I'm so pissed, so I shall blogg.

I have a quote for you:
"The best choice I made was to not give a fuck."
So I won't bother about the statuses that you might be talking about me. :D yay! Come and talk more yoyoyoyoyo, I like it when someone cares for me <3 awwwh.

I love my fishes but only 7 are left :( Idk what happened.

Byeeeee.

Keep calm and sing to kesha's songs out loud. ❤

2011-09-02T14:48:00.002+08:00

The pic is so cute muah <3
I'm all alone at home with my Aunty (domestic helper) & I'm just singing to Kesha's songss.
Okay, maybe I shall talk about my Aunty C:
I love her okay. She has been working for my parents before I was even born. Cool righttt! that's more than 13 years yayayaya. She, my sister & I are always joking around hehe (: She knows me pretty well but she doesn't know that I'm sad when I'm really sad. :( Because to her, I'm the happiest girl alive. Ohh well. So yepp, she buys food & nice stuffs for me too. sooo awesome! And bubble teaaa ^^ troololololol
I really love her. She covers up for me when I do silly things & get in trouble. HAHAHAHA
enough said.

xoxxxx bye ;)

Jesus, take the wheel.

2011-09-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

eat eat eat <3
what we did mostly :))
I love you two so freaking much c:

in the end, I never meant anything to you. perhaps im asking too much, but you're not giving me anything.

hohoho i'll blow up your nose.

2011-08-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

"I may forget what you did. I may forget what you said. But I will never forget what you made me feel."
I was crazy over you loooooool but I'm getting over you slowly. Stupid how I like you.

Megan Nicole is so pretty <3 I love the songs "What makes you beautiful" & "Be-a-u-tiful" :D Amazinggg. So I got my fishes today (: fucking happy ^^ 10 guppies & nine babies that got given birth today! They're pretty much one of my top priorities currently. I've checked on them like more than 5 times alrdy. ;)

Will be going out with samantha tmrw to get Ms Aileen a present for teachers' day ~ HAHAHAHAH I don't want to get my school teachers any presents. They suck as much as most of my classmates. too bad for them.

You smile, I smile.

Guys, I want to do so many things for the holidays. Like
LJKNVDOJLBNGEJKWDMOWIBFNWLK much.

They are:
- Study for the upcoming exams.
- Eat sogurt!!!!
- Celebrate Raelene's birthday.
- Watch a movie.
- Ride roller coasters.
- Do my homework.
- Read some books.

BUT APPARENTLY I HAVE SO MANY DISTRACTIONS. LIKE TUMBLR, TV, YOUTUBE. THANK YOU LIFE.

Mixed feelings.

2011-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

I am feeling hungry, tired, hot, awkward, lazy, bored, cold, happy, excited, mad, thirsty, sad. bleh.
Did my PFT today, I think I did okay. But overall, I'm still considered "failed" because of my 2.4 OFHNKWSIDJNIWSJ BDKB I AM SO MAD. WHY CAN EVERYONE ELSE PASS EXCEPT ME
:( I feel like shit. No cca tmr (Y) yayyyyyy. So I can go home at 12.25 FUCKYEAHHHHHHH bitches. Gonna buy stickies <3

Byeee. Oh tmr's home econs is theory :( no practical T_T

:) Summer settttttttttt! LOVE THEM.

2011-08-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

I swear Jennifer and I have a lot of affinity <3 hehe. I mean we used to stay at the same Condo; just that we never met each other there, not even once. And I just found out today that we went to the same tuition (KRTC) but at different centres, she's still having tuition there though, maybe I'll go ask mom if I can go there as well :) that's like fucking cool right. I miss the times when we used to talk on fb. We hardly ran out of things to say. Jennifer's like really nice. HAHAHAHAH okies okies. I can't wait for the sept holidays. School's really boring and tiring and urgh just indescribable. I wish I could never have to go to school. LOL anyways, i think ma lao shi is coming for tuition tmr, and i haven't started on the homework. oh no oh no oh no. So yeah, I failed 2.4km yesterday. CLAP HANDS FOR ME NOW. I got 19.17 mins :)) Not too bad okay! So many failed, but I think the pro-est of them all are JACELYN AND RAELNE. A total of 27 plus mins each ^^ yes, they walked the whole 6 rounds. I love their thickskiness <3

Yeah that's it. I want to tumblr. SAY-YO-NOW-AH. lol at my epic lameness! :B

2011-08-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

yes done with HE :) My dad thinks I'm still doing the project hehe, but I'm playing. (Y) for me.
I don't feel like sleeping but I have fcking school tmr. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it.
tumblr all the way!

❤

I see sparks fly when there are fireworks.

2011-08-21T17:52:00.001+08:00

Ate at Ikea today :) I was eating like horse. The food was so goooooooooood.
My mum said I could get guppies next saturday. Fckyeah so happy. Anyways, We'll be having our 2.4km tmr! OMG I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I RAN WITH THE OTHERS DURING PE. OTHER THAN CATCHING :D DIEEEEEEEEEEE. I'm going to fail it.
hmmm, gonna do HE later.
I don't feel like blogging.

DEDICATION:
Here's for the kids who starves themselves because they think they're fat.
Here's for the kids who're very quiet because they get bullied daily.
Here's for the kids who smile non stop because they're scared others would notice their sadness.
Here's for the kids who never get asked to join others.
Here's for the kids who feels that they're not loved.

ZAI JIAN.

GUYS GUYS GUYS LOOK HERE.

2011-08-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

I'll be reactivating my fb account soon.
Do add me when I'm done with it.

umm, well ya. DINNER WAS YUMMY TODAY :)

I'm going to reblog tonsssssssss of ice cream pics on tumblr.
Let's see how much I can reblog :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Someone like you.

2011-08-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
We received our english and chinese test paper. I failed the english one. And guess what? I have to get it signed. Urgh, only the failures and just passed-ers have to get it signed.
:( luckily I didn't fail the chinese one ^^
Have a lit test tmr and I haven't studied. Fuckmylife.
Today someone told me I had mood swings. I was a little offended, yes I'm a paranoid bitch. I was teased at for my mood swings when I was 11.
The maths teacher didn't come to teach today so we had 2 free periods! :D Happy like fuck when the relieve teacher came in. 1h10mins free from maths, that's like BONUSSSSSSSSSS FOR ME.
Anyways, I found out about the word Ambivalence. Recently, I've got them and I've been trying to find out if something was wrong with me. Until I found out about it. Oh well shit. I feel so annoyed with my indecisiveness. I don't feel like eating dinner. The food ain't nice anyway.

I wanna watch these movies when exams are over:
- A walk to remember.
- The notebook.
- First love (Thai)

That's it for now, bye guys.

BTW PLEASE WATCH THIS:

It's super uber cuteeee :3

Jesssss <3

IDKWIAFBMIAE.

2011-08-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Halo.
"Lord make me a rainbow; I'll shine it on my mother."
Happy birthday mum C: I love ya to the moon and back <3 heh heh.
I didn't get/make anything for my mum, tbh I didn't really know today's her birthday.
I'm a bad daughter. Baddieee LOOOOOOOOOOL :(
but I love you lots and you know that.

Haven't talked to anyone online for a long time. No one talks to me. oh whatever, yet alone read this blog.
Nayan doesn't even come online when I'm online.
Haven't studied for literature & history, both on the 18th and 19th respectively D:
Fuckittt. Fuckittt. Fuckittt. Fuckittt. Fuckittt. Fuckittt. Fuckittt. Fuckittt.

Everyday I'm just acting like i don't give a fuck. I'll just laugh my fake laughter with Ash. I mean we joke about the stupidest things. Actually I don't even think she laughs at my jokes. And chinese test was OKO. Idontknowlah. Just did it crazily esp the ZAO JU ^^

I miss you. Not you bastard. Not you. Iwtwbfy, yabtm, aydddtfts, Iwywcttm? LOVEYOU.

Jessica

Miserable at best.

2011-08-13T17:14:00.001+08:00

Heyyyyy
Watched part one of "Hide and Seek". It was pretty good, but I'm too lazy & scared to watch part 2 loool 8---) The ending isn't that good because I read the summary plot on wiki. Skipped tuition today heh but I'll have to go on tues. I don't care hahahahahssss. Might be getting a cam today. I really want a DSLR <3
Tralalalalallal. I need to talk to someone badly. But I don't think anyone wants to. I'll tumblr then.

I no longer have an interest in studies. Idgaf if I drop to NA.

Dead roses
jess xx

YAY.

2011-08-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

Holaaaa.
Today's Home Econs practical exam wasn't that bad.
I just dumped all the ingredients into the boiling pot and boiled it.
I guess I had enough time to cook too :D
But raelene and I took so long to wash the dishes and clean up. fck yeah.
I love doing dishes, like fucking serious.
Maybe my love for it would turn into my future career. LOLJK.
CCA was slack as usual. I kinda miss softball but oh well.
We watched like 15 minutes of Astro Boy too. So cute lahh.

Urgh tmr got tuition *#@%&^ Havent't even done the hw. :((
Shitassss.

Dead roses,
jessica xx

12.52 am

2011-08-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIII
I'm fucking sweaty. Like seriously. I've not bathe for like hours. >:(
I have this HE shit work and am doing it. But I can't believe it, Raelene is still doing it as well YAY. I'm not alone looooooooool.

To the little fuckers who have completed and are sleeping: FUCK OFF OMGGGG bitches.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH IM SO MEAN.
Anyways, tomorrrow is the HE practical exam. Howhowhow?
I CAN'T EVEN COOK EH. GG FOR ME.
I swear i'll end up burning something hehe.

Played with the stray cats with Amanda today :3 the cats were so adorable. lovelovelove. I love them more than you BASTARD. trollllllllllolololol.
OKAY I needa go bathe

Bye sexyyyyyyyyy <3
Jesssss xx

You've been gone for so long; I'm running out of time.

2011-08-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

Heh. Just cooked macaroni soup because we have to practise for the home econs shit exam which I think is this friday?? Fuckit. I haven't even got my time plan ready.
Anyways, going to Mandy's house again later to do project HAHA Leaving at 11 and I've not bathed. KMA.

Better go now, see you later!
Jess xx

2011-08-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

HELLO SEXYYYY :)

Your love's a permanent distraction.

2011-08-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

Okayyy, my stomach really hurts right now. Idk why :(
Tbh, I've always gotten stomach aches pretty often from young but this time, it hurts like fuck. LOL :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Umm, I'll post a more detailed post another day? I just feel like reblogging. HAHAHAHHA SORRY <:(

Going Amanda's house tmr yay! I don't know what we're doing but yeah I'm so excited.
"Partying partying yeah! Partying partying yeah! Fun fun fun fun, looking forward to tmr."
Omfg I'm so pathetic. Kay, that's all I guess.

Damn, I had a great time shopping by myself today :D

Byeeeeee :)
Jessicaaa xx

Boy you got my heartbeat running away.

2011-08-07T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii :)
Went to church today with Sam. I was falling asleep during Sermon because I slept at around 3am last night >< . Tsk, I'm a bad kid. Went to Omegle last night and talked to this dude. HAHAHAHAH, I lied to him about my age. I told him I was 17 kekeke.
After church, went to GWC to eat lunch with Sam & her family because mum and dad aren't in Singapore. And Aunty Ida bought a packet of Garrett popcorn for my sister and I. <3 omg it's so freaking nice. Thanks Aunty Ida! :D NOMNOMNOM C:
Went home then. Okay I know I was a bitch. I used my sister's phone to text my crush when she was sleeping :> Fck him okay. He just replied who's that. Then I fell asleep ^^
Now I'm blogging and I'll tumblr later. I fucking love my life. I'm just blogging daily like a boss. And I don't have to give a damn about anything because I M N O T G O N N A C A R E A B O U T S H I T. Lalalalalalalala, ND celebration tmr. (Y)
Happy early Birthday Singapore! :D
Btw, I'm a Singapore Citizen already :) Proud to be one yay!
Anyways, I'll go Shopping by myself tmr unless someone wants to join me. Anybody??? :B

All right, I'll get going now. Bye whoever is reading this. You're beautiful <33
xx jessicaaa :]

I'd walk a thousand miles just to see you.

2011-08-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hey there.
Woke up at 12pm today. Ate brunch, did tuition hw, bathe and left for tuition.
I had to go to tuition by myself because Samantha had some performance thingy :(
Argh fsoifknmofxdjnslfnodsi LOL kidding.
School has been alright lately.
I agree with amanda that the class was awesome on friday. hehe.
I can't wait for next week! :3 ND & amanda's birthday! (Y)(Y)(Y)
Tumblred little today because I was busy doing this blogg. HOHOHOH

Anyways, I don't think anyone would read this ><

I've been listening to "Coming home" by Diddy - Dirty Money ft. Skylar Grey for the past 10 mins <3